I WANT TO TAKE THIS OPPORTUNITY TO TELL EVERYONE THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND FRIENDSHIPS. AS YOU ALL KNOW I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH THE WORST TIMES OF MY LIFE WITH MY FATHER'S SITUATION. I DON'T HAVE WORDS TO EXPRESS MY GOOD FEELINGS ABOUT ALL OF YOUR CALLS, MESSAGES, AND CONCERNS. I DECIDED TO LOG IN TODAY AND COMMUNICATE THAT MY FATHER IS NOW RESTING IN PEACE. IT WAS VERY HARD TO LET HIM GO AND TO SAY GOODBYE TO HIM. ESPECIALLY IF YOU ARE LAYING ON HIS BELLY AND HUGGING HIM CRYING FOR HIM NOT TO LEAVE YOU. THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I WENT THROUGH! IT WAS A VERY HORRIBLE EXPERIENCE. I WILL NEVER FORGET THE BEEPING OF THE MACHINE INDICATING THAT MY FATHER HAD LEFT TO ANOHTER WORLD. THE WORST THING IS THAT HE ALMOST LEFT US ON MY LIL SISTER'S B-DAY BUT HE FIGHTED SOOOOO HARD TO STAY WITH US UNTIL THE 15TH BECAUSE I KNOW THAT YURI'S B-DAY WAS VERY SPECIAL FOR HIM AND HE DID'NT WANT TO GIVE HER A HARD MOMENT ON HER DAY. I DO THANK GOD THAT HE GAVE MY SISTERS AND I THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE BY HIS SIDE ON HIS LAST HOURS. I WAS ABLE TO TELL HIM THAT HE COULD GO IN PEACE AND TO FORGIVE ME FOR ANY BAD TIMES THAT I HAD MADE HIM GO THROUGH. I ALSO EXPRESSED TO HIM THAT HE WAS THE BEST FATHER IN THE WORLD AND THAT I WAS GOINGT O FINISH MY CARREER AND WATCH OUT FOR MY MOM, LIL SIS, AND BRO. I EVEN HAD THE CHANCE TO SING TO HIM. ANYWAY THANK YOU ALL FOR CARING AND I ASK ALL OF YOU TO PLEASE OFFER A LIL PRAYER TO GOD ON MY FATHERS MEMORY AND FOR MY RESIGNATION AND ALSO FOR MY LIL SISTER'S RESIGNATION BECAUSE I REALLY DON'T KNOW IF I AM GOING TO BE ABLE TO GET OUT OF THIS BAD MOMENT.
HEY, AS U READ MY MSG IN MYSPACE IM SORY 4 WHAT HAPPENED.. ITS SO SAD WHAT OCCURED, BUT HES W/GOD NOW RESTING IN PEACE... AND EVEN THOUGH PHYSICALLY HES NOT THERE W/U HE WILL ALWAYS BE IN UR HEART.. HE WILL ALWAYS BE UR DAD NO MATERS WHAT.. AND FROM UP IN THE SKY WHERE HE IS HE WILL BE BLESSING ALL YOU..... I WILL HAVE HIM IN MY PRAYERS...
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nOs GustA @ndaRnos p@seando nos enc@ntan las LokeRas.......
I'm really sorry to hear that your father passed away Conie. Know that he's in a better place now and that he isn't suffering like he was these past months. He and your family will be in my prayers.